Sabotage
7 years old passing by
Colorful curtains and
I just don't know
How to love you anymore
Falling asleep in hospital waiting rooms
And all I can hear is the hum
Of the vending machine
And the sound of your breathing
And I'm sorry because
I've never hurt anyone
As much as I've hurt you
And I'm sorry because
I'd never treat anyone else
The way that I treat you
You're my best friend and my archenemy
A stranger and the closest person to me
All you want is to be happy
Why can't I just let you be?
And all those times
I tried my best
But it wasn't good enough
And I blame you because
It's your fault, isn't it?
And I just wanna start my life over again
Where I don't make mistakes
I don't know how to live with
And I don't wanna end up alone
Because I know that means
I'll have to be alone with you
And I'm sorry because
I've never hurt anyone
As much as I've hurt you
And I'm sorry because
I'd never treat anyone else
The way that I treat you
You're my best friend and my archenemy
A stranger and the closest person to me
All you want is to be happy
Why can't I just let you be?
Maybe she doesn't deserve to be alive
But maybe it doesn't matter
Because she is
And God still wants her
Gave His only begotten son's life
So she could have hers
So she should want hers
But I know the reason why
She has so much guilt is because
She's a survivor
Oh
I'm a survivor
Sabotage, self-sabotage
Looking in the mirror
All I see is a mirage
Sabotage, self-sabotage
Looking in the mirror
Just wishing I could stop
Saying, "This is..."
Saying, "This is where it stops"
Colorful curtains and
I just don't know
How to love you anymore
Falling asleep in hospital waiting rooms
And all I can hear is the hum
Of the vending machine
And the sound of your breathing
And I'm sorry because
I've never hurt anyone
As much as I've hurt you
And I'm sorry because
I'd never treat anyone else
The way that I treat you
You're my best friend and my archenemy
A stranger and the closest person to me
All you want is to be happy
Why can't I just let you be?
And all those times
I tried my best
But it wasn't good enough
And I blame you because
It's your fault, isn't it?
And I just wanna start my life over again
Where I don't make mistakes
I don't know how to live with
And I don't wanna end up alone
Because I know that means
I'll have to be alone with you
And I'm sorry because
I've never hurt anyone
As much as I've hurt you
And I'm sorry because
I'd never treat anyone else
The way that I treat you
You're my best friend and my archenemy
A stranger and the closest person to me
All you want is to be happy
Why can't I just let you be?
Maybe she doesn't deserve to be alive
But maybe it doesn't matter
Because she is
And God still wants her
Gave His only begotten son's life
So she could have hers
So she should want hers
But I know the reason why
She has so much guilt is because
She's a survivor
Oh
I'm a survivor
Sabotage, self-sabotage
Looking in the mirror
All I see is a mirage
Sabotage, self-sabotage
Looking in the mirror
Just wishing I could stop
Saying, "This is..."
Saying, "This is where it stops"
Credits
Writer(s): Portia Apostol
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