I'm Back

Yeah

Strange man it's Strange man it's

Yeah

Huh huh

Ahh I've missed this shit so much man

I've missed this shit so fucking much man

Huh

Yo

My whole set up is different g
My people move so differently

You can't offend my brother
And think that I won't intervene

You can't offend me
And think my brother will not intervene

Foundation stands on loyalty
We built that off integrity

I had to take some time out
I hit the gym 6 days a week

I was tryna build a better me
Physically - intellectually

I cut off all the people
That weren't bringing out the best in me

I hope that they ain't bitter
Cah I did that shit respectfully

I really ain't got time for people
That ain't got no time for me

And that ain't on no salty shit
We all got our priorities

Growing up is realising that
Some things are not meant to be

Got bored of fucking hella guys

I'm tryna find a wife for me

Someone that entices me
Enlightens me
Inspires me

I'll let my guard down for you
If you let yours down for me

Need someone that will pray for me
Live for me
Die for me

Won't see me as a lesser man
On days they had to cry with me

I ain't looking for an equal
It works better when there's equity

I cook the food you like to eat
You wash the dish and dry for me

If I protect you physically
Then you protect me mentally

We fix it if it's broken man
And that is how it's meant to be

But that is for the future
Right now I've got shit I'm working on

And there's a list of people
I can help out when the work is done

My mother being number one
My brother number two

My family and my cousins too
Kurai I ain't forgetting you
Kumani ain't forgetting you
Jamar I ain't forgotten you

And then I got my friends
They're more like brothers I can think of two

That always had my back
No matter what a man was going through

And that ain't even half of it

You see I got some things to do
Won't stop until then things are done

I took a step back from the gram
To plan my most successful run

I let these niggas have their fun
But don't forget who's number one

I used to have a lot to say
But now I'm done with saying stuff

And if I have something to say
I'll probably put it in my songs

I am me not who I like
Had me asking myself who am I
I was me before I came out
But I don't think they would like that guy
Coz he wasn't politicised
So he would of been criticised
Coz he was more traditional

Wants a husband but more like a wife
With kids a somewhat normal life

They say I'm playing gender roles
They're hypocrites I'll tell you why

I've been on like 100 dates
Every single one I payed for guys

He likes me coz I'm masculine
I like him coz he's lady like

So I'm not gonna argue with anyone
About anything

Not gender, sexuality or racism or politics
I just wan build a family
And make good on all my promises

So you lots keep on arguing
Coz I don't want no part of it

Music is my passion
But this industry's a scary place

Music is my passion
But my peace comes from taking breaks

See music is an art
You gotta live to have things to say

Went studio for couple months
And felt I hadn't lived a day

So if you see me ghost again
Don't worry I'm still here to stay
I don't like social media
Even if I'm posting everyday

And if I weren't a rapper
Than I wouldn't even have a page

I'd rather get to know the people
That support me face to face

So thank you for your patience
'Ima try to not go ghost again
And thank you for the love
It means a lot to me to know you stayed

Support me through my changes
Who you're seeing is a different Strange

And isn't that what life's about
We're not supposed to stay the same

I'm thinking about therapy
I got trauma I don't understand

I'm only 24
But now I think I have become a man

A man that is respected
A man that can be trusted
A man that gives his word
And never breaks it on some fuck shit

I fell in love once and thought I knew what love is
Love is not the good times
it's more about the tough bits

The times you try to make it work
When you could just say fuck this

The times I saw you at your worst and you thought you were ugly
But I still think your beautiful
I think that is what love is

I hope I get a second chance
And this time do it properly

Life is not a game but if it was it'd be monopoly
Coz you still go broke
Even if you have the properties

Possessions don't define your worth
And balance is the secret key

For time I have not been myself
The only one to blame is me

The life the internet has seen
Does not reflect reality

You saw me on the BBC
Next week I was fighting felonies

EMS keep breaching me
My 'PO' keeps it sweet with me
I'm lucky coz
She could send me back to court so easily

I'm trappin' but I'm still on tag
Two boxes full of green on me

But I'll be real this life is crap
And all I wanna do is rap
But every time I say I'm done
I realised that it's never that

I bucked a guy I ain't seen in years
He said I knew that you'd be back

Damn

Then I realised this is who I am

Trappin' since I'm 14
I'm 24 that weren't the plan

What makes it even worse is
I can't show u man 100 racks

I know I could do better
And sometimes
I kinda am

But something is just keeping me
From going all in with the rap 

The thrill of driving past the jakes
The rush I get from counting cash

Or maybe I became
What I saw
Like any other man

But I'm not any other man
I think I am a special man

A leader man
A vicious man
A lover man
Ambitious man

I'll kill for man
I'll die for man

I'll thug it out and cry with man
I'll put aside my pride for man
To show you I'm a rider man

Not real then you can't come around
The realist men surround a man

Ay my boy

I'm telling you I need to start recording my reactions

'Cah you might think I be chattin' shit when
They way when I'm listening to these tracks fam
I swear down (laughs)

Ay when I tell you the mandem is the coldest
Yeah man ain't no rapper
Mans a artist
Man make songs
You know like that

Mans been tellin' man like man can make songs
Them times Strange is talking 'bout
"Yeah mans a rapper" man make songs

Yeah

My boy you know

Yeah bro

You need to get in the studio