Body to Hold

We should always smile and damn we never do
Wait, I've said it before but from a different view
Fits so good under this multitude
Creeping me out like in Hollywood
A town full of crime and yet it got the muse
A million lies and many attitudes
Mean for being mean, cutting off my skin

I'm just so glad that you still have a body to hold
And I'm so mad that we could've been saying hello
I crashed into a draft and as a matter of fact
It wasn't any kind of drill
It was a panic attack
I cried for nearly a week
I'm glad I'm scared to be dead
Cause now my heart is pleading and
Yeah I know
That it seems to be broken but no
It is whole, I can see what's been happening before
My mind is now in store and it is golden
My love is all I know and It's my fortune

We always heard lies and damn you know it's true
The spark in your eyes is getting older too
Seem so selfish as you always do
Keeping it fake
But let me tell you baby-boo
They have tried it before, but they have always failed
Through a tiny peep hole, you can never tell
As much as all of us know, she could go through hell
Texting LOL, but no one cares

I'm just so glad that I still have a body to hold
And I'm so mad that we could've been saying hello
I crashed into a draft and as a matter of fact
It wasn't any kind of drill
It was a panic attack
I cried for nearly a week
I'm glad I'm scared to be dead
Cause now my heart is pleading and
Yeah I know
That it seems to be broken but no
It is whole
I can see what's been happening before
My mind is now in store and it is opened
My love is all I know and It's my fortune

I crashed into a draft and as a matter of fact
It wasn't any kind of drill
It was a panic attack
Only role you had was looking out for danger and threads
Should've seen this one before it was too late to hit the break
The anxiety won't leave and my friends won't understand
My thoughts are scared to sleep even when I hold your hand
It was supposed to be just fine
you were sitting with your wine