Speak My Mind

Let me speak my mind real quick

I feel like I been living
In a false reality
Everything surrounding me
All this negativity
Yeah that's kind of hard to deal with
But I get through it all
Ain't not stopping me
You know that I'm getting to the top now
I won't never ever stop gotta keep on going
Nah, I won't never ever stop
Until I make it to the crown
My mental health has been declining
But my status has been rising
Ain't no stopping until
I'm all the way at the top of the chain
Gotta help everyone thats around me
Cause I know they bring me up
Some tell me lies and they create
All of the hysteria
I know what's fake
I know what's not
And sometimes it gets the best of me
I get overwhelmed by my emotions but
I know that it's a potion
Stirring up inside my brain just like an ocean
Feeling overwhelmed
I been swimming all around
But I can't my way out
Think I'm bipolar the way that
I been switching up from negative to positive
But that's just how it is
Every day is a struggle but
I still get passed it all
If I talk to you about how I feel
Please don't pass it off
If I'm happy, if I'm sad
Please don't hate me if I'm mad
Woah, woah, take a step back
That's too personal

I know how it feels to be snapped together
And then torn apart
I'm not writing any of this
Cause it's just coming from the heart
From my mind and from my soul
Yeah you know that's where I roam
Even if they be the ones creating
All the worst scenarios
Will I live or will I die
That's for me to find
All these thoughts inside my head
Just make me feel I'm traumatized
Don't wanna live, don't wanna die
But I know that I got the time
And I know that I'll be alright
I got a dream, I got a notion
Swimming inside my thoughts
It's just like I'm in an ocean
Gotta keep it together
I gotta keep that motion
Speak My Mind inside the track
So I gotta relax now
Feeling kind of tired
I think that I might just pass out

Did you hear what he just said
That was all so embarrassing
Talking about like he on a throne
Like he own the king
Like intrusive thoughts
You know I barge in
Ain't no warning, nah
BPD all in his mind
So then he's happy then he cry
Why he make these songs
If nobody even knows him
Cause I know that others
Really need some exposure
Some are happy, some are sad
Some are even really mad
Talking to me like I'm your son
But you not my dad
I know I'm not your dad
But at least I give you some advice
If I'm being really mean
Then why you being so nice?
Cause I know that anger solves nothing
And it only makes it worse
Yeah but at least I'm the one
That'll make it out of the hearse
Insult me all you want but
I know that you not the reality
Floating inside of space
I guess I lost all the gravity
I know you're insecure
And you won't make it anywhere
You want the attention
But you scared
When all the people stare
I'm not scared
But one thing that I know
Is that I'm better than you
You make up thoughts in my head
But you don't got a clue
But you still think that it's true
That's only cause you insist
At least I know what I am
And I know I'm better than this
I thought you said you were hopeless
Just a minute ago
I know but I'm bipolar too
So I can't make up my mind
I'm trying to figure out everything
Put it right on the time
Gotta flip a coin
And you know that I am flipping a dime
Cause I am 10 out of 10
I'm not settling for less
Even my worst attempt on some of this
Is some of the best
No matter how much that you say
You're better, you know that you aren't
Well I am
Cause I'm the one always
Speaking from the heart
You already said that once
And you're saying it again
So what
That's how you are with
All of the negative bends
Yeah that's true
And I can not complain cause
I'm always stuck in your brain
And you know I had to explain but
Let Me
Speak My Mind