Healed (As I'll Get)

Never would've guessed I'd go through hell like this
Lost my faith in miracles
They don't exist
Don't you dare tell me it's God's plan
Goddammit stop dumpin' your
Unwarranted religious reasonin' for it

Time heals everything but this
Now I'm forever sick
Wish that I could shed my skin
My flesh and bones can't be fixed
Forced myself to be this strong
Everything I've ever known is gone
Dead and gone
The funeral was a mess
I laid who I was to rest
'Cause I'm as healed as I'll get

All I've ever wanted is to feel like me
But I don't remember how life used to be
Empty promises
False claims
Pumped with pills
Always plagued
Constantly reminded that I'm not ok

Time heals everything but this
Now I'm forever sick
Wish that I could shed my skin
My flesh and bones can't be fixed
Forced myself to be this strong
Everything I've ever known is gone
Dead and gone
The funeral was a mess
I laid who I was to rest
'Cause I'm as healed as I'll get

I've wished and prayed
That I'd be saved
They said have faith
Where did that get me
Where did that get me
Doctors mistakes
Took up my days
They said trust me
Where did that get me
Where did that get me

Time heals everything but this
Now I'm forever sick
Wish that I could shed my skin
My flesh and bones can't be fixed
Forced myself to be this strong
Everything I've ever known is gone
Dead and gone
The funeral was a mess
I laid who I was to rest
'Cause I'm as healed
I'm as healed as I'll get



Credits
Writer(s): Irini Zoee Kaffenes, Malcolm Fong, Olivia Frances, Haley Faye Rosenthal
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