Too Many Emotions.

I've been lost, too many emotions I've been going through the motions
Feels like all of me is broken

I've been helpless in the mind
I don't wanna run away from time
I don't know, I don't know
I don't even see a sign

Deep inside I know something isn't right
Maybe I just need to keep on getting high

Middle finger to the sky every night, yeah
I don't really know what's wrong what is right, yeah
Popping pills is the thrill in the night, yeah
I just wanna know if you gone ride, yeah
Need you off the mind

I've been getting so high
You ain't looking so surprised I just need a way out
I got demons on the rise
Ain't nobody understand what it's like living life
Feeling fucked up, you can see it in my eyes
I can't feel anything anymore
I can't stop waking up on the floor I still feel like I need a little more

I don't think you understand what's in store

I'm getting fucked up on this love shit
I'll be waiting at the door
You got me fucked up, feeling lovesick
You a dumb bitch, I don't need no more
See the look on my face
I don't feel myself
Don't wanna drown in my pain, they only see my wealth
Lonely night I don't wanna wake up
(Pop another pill to the face)
I don't feel alright
Every single time the xannys keeping me right

I've been lost to many emotions I've been going through the motions
Feels like all of me is broken
I've been hopeless in the mind

Every day, every night I've been up in my brain
My anxiety, the reason I won't change
Turn the throttle up
I need to find my way
Imma call the play But I've been stuck in this haze
I don't get too high, I'm just stuck in my ways
I've been living my life So just fuck what they say
I've been trying to stay in my lane I don't wanna go and fuck it up I won't play
Run away from my fears
I just play the melodies in my ears
I've been feeling down and low for some years
Need your love to free my soul From the things I fear
Runnin the money up, go get your funny up, Don't be a dummy

I need your love, You wanna ring
I don't think you wanna give me a thing
I don't know what I should say
Roll it up and then i fade away
I've been smoking all the pain away
Looking around it's a rainy day
I don't really wanna stay, All this love is fake
I just need some different company
Different cup of tea
I just wanna give you all of me
Will you ball for me? I got too much feelings in disguise, I don't wanna be

I've been lost to many emotions
I've been going through the motions
Feels like all of me is broken
I've been hopeless in my mind
Middle finger to the sky every night
Popping pills is a thrill in the night

I been helpless in the mind
I been going through the motions
Feel like all of me is broken