RoSE gOLD!

I'm tryna find a way to take away this pain
If you were me you would be doing it the same
I Always felt like I would never be the same Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I never thought this life would be so cold
I've been tryna put these diamonds inside of rose gold
I never thought I'd feel so far from home, I'm tryna understand this motherfucking life I chose
I feel like I've been making bad decisions with the way I'm living
I take so much but I don't even feel it
I've been tryna talk to myself and be realistic I'm tryna get off all these drugs, they got me going ballistic

I feel like I just need your love, these other hoes got me vicious
I'm putting off for the city, till the day that I'm finished
But I keep going up because my energy is replenished
I know some niggas that don't like me now they call me a menace
Some niggas going back and forth, these diamonds on me playing tennis
I had to put in all that work, I came from sitting on em benches
I'm tryna get it with my people, fuck them niggas in my mentions
You say you hate me because, I don't think you wanna finish that sentence
I hope youll be the one to hold me
I never thought this life would be so lonely
I've been pouring upmy cup, I don't wanna feel stony
I told you bitch, the only ones I miss are my homies

I'm tryna find a way to take away this pain
If you were me you would be doing it the same
I always felt like I would never be the same Some people fuck around and change

I never thought this life would be so cold
I've been tryna put these diamonds inside of rose gold
I never thought I'd feel so far from home I'm tryna understand this motherfucking life I chose
I seen some shit in life I changed the feel I never thought that I could make it out with thanks to you
I seen some niggas switch up on me so I changed the route
These 30s got me feeling different so I changed the mood
You seem like a opp so I can't hate with you

I never thought this life would turn me super cold
I've been tryna see the future going down a bad road
Sometimes we gotta figure out what we don't know
I've been in this club too long I think it's time to go
We got Purple Hearts we tryna change to indigo
I've been feeling like I don't have no soul
I've been tryna find my way back home
I'm tryna understand who I've become
I take so much that all I feel is numb
But I don't really think that's what I want I like it way too much
I've been reaching these achievements they say I won't touch
Some niggas tryna show me love I don't think I can trust
I talk to God but you know I'ma be the goddamn judge
Sometimes the demons reappear I turn them all to dust

I feel like I've been making bad decisions with the way I'm living I take so much but I don't even feel it
I've been tryna talk to myself and be realistic I'm tryna get off all these drugs they got me going ballistic

I never thought this life would be so cold
I've been tryna put these diamonds inside of rose gold
I never thought I'd feel so far from home
I'm tryna understand this motherfucking life I chose
I'm tryna find a way to take away this pain
If you were me you would be doing it the same I always felt like I would never be the same Some people fuck around and change
I never thought this life would be so cold