stick around (feat. Marilyn)

I've been trying to feel way less upset, everything in my head is so messed up
And I can't help but think maybe it's a part of being me
I can't really tell if this is worth it, nineteen years do I still deserve this?
And in your eyes I'm perfect by disguise

I swear to god I'll, never call you back as much
As I'd like to I can't think like that
On the phone, I can't help but think about
Everything I'm so put down about
I don't know what, all your best friends say
I wish I knew but I know I can't think that way
On the wall the pictures are falling down
I know this hurts the most, got to leave this town

I can't see what you want me to be
And I can't help the feeling I'll fuck this up again
And I'll waste away all this time alone with you, just like we used to do
The seasons change so I know I can't stay the same
Or I'll fall right back again

I swear to god I'll, always call you back
And I can't believe I used to think like that
On my phone I can't help but think about
Everything that I'm so brought up about
I don't know what, all your best friends say
But now I know, I know can't be the same
On the wall the pictures are going up
I know it hurt the most, I've got to stick around