Cold Inside

I'm so cold inside
So why am I so hot headed?
Parked outside in the dawn of the light
My thoughts are so so dark
And these lights are so damn bright
My heart is gone for sure
And I stay drowning in the waves at night

Pusha T with the schemes and the coke rap wordplay
Poppin' press caps like it's throwback Thursday
Earliest memory of funeral in first grade
Traumatized by my past made me a teenage dirtbag
Memorials and court dates movin' white like Norway
Four thousand dollar cameras just to see in 4K
Standing on the edge cause I love suspense
Cold inside but I'm heated cause these drugs intense
Monkey see Monkey do can't fix me with the monkey wrench
Pounds in the trunk, got that funky stench
Niggas love to flex till they under arrest
Now they tattle telling something someone said
Sudden death
Fighting for your life, trying to numb the stress

I'm So cold inside So why am I so hot headed?
Parked outside in the dawn of the light
My thoughts are so so dark
And these lights are so damn bright
My heart is gone for sure
And I stay drowning in the waves at night

The meaning to life i don't know it
I'm reaching these heights it is snowing
Just keep it in mind yea I told them
I'm speaking my mind To my homies
It's freezing outside it is frozen
Im seeking advice In the moment
I peek through the blinds while they open
I weep to the sky when I'm broken, I'm feeling it
Pick up the pieces I'm building it Put it together like pyramids
Bottoms and tops, yeah we living it
Put the bottle down, I'm pinning it
Telling them everything, upload it to internet
I use used to keep my powder in packs of cigarettes
Packages of cigarettes
Who want the smoke in the mirrors? Ain't no one holding my beers
Shoulders is wet cuz I focus on tears
And nobody gets it i been focused for years
But that ain't enough
I've been working on me it's a cold sphere
Been a permanent freeze, only hold dear
Only couple of peeps with no fear
I've been stuck on this peak and it snows here
What i touch it'll freeze, get your Montclair
No games on this throne but a winter is coming I did it, I done it
I'm singing bout nothing, I'm gone

I'm So cold inside So why am I so hot headed?
Parked outside in the dawn of the light
My thoughts are so so dark
And these lights are so damn bright
My heart is gone for sure
And I stay drowning in the waves at night



Credits
Writer(s): Amrikko Flintroy, Evan Ashley Smith, Ian Tonino
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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