SHADXW

I got over it now, it's just last night
A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright
Over and over, she tryna say she ain't died
Tryna love me but I said, I said
I cannot move on 'cause I did love her with all of my heart
All of that time
She said goodbye
But I'm still writing my feelings with blood

I'm so introverted, I don't even hang out with my shadow
I tried to drown my demons but the water was too shallow
I'm so lonely
Even my shadow left me all alone
This time I ain't talking about how I can't find home
I've become a shadow of myself
Oh wow, it's another song about my mental health

I don't know why I even make this shit
It's not like anyone even listens to it
I suppose it's just my way of healing
By writing down all my thoughts and feelings
Then I lay staring up at the ceiling
And my eyes start to tear up
As I'm left with all my thoughts and how much this hurts
I don't know if I wanna live or I wanna die
But just thinking about that shit makes me always wanna cry

I got over it now, it's just last night
A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright
Over and over, she tryna say she ain't died
Tryna love me but I said, I said
I cannot move on 'cause I did love her with all of my heart
All of that time
She said goodbye
But I'm still writing my feelings with blood



Credits
Writer(s): Taylor Bryan
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