My Home

I wanted to be helpful
But I lied and you cried
I was always too hopeful
Hoping one day we will figure it out
Trying to be more peaceful
But my words cut deep
You was always so fearful
You in my arms safe i keep
Two broken souls
Heading down the same road
We have walked this path
So we know which way to go
After I turned twenty
I became alone
But this house feels empty
And then I realized you were my home

My bathroom is missing a toothbrush
And my shoerack only got size 45
And I'm still stuck in the deep unknown
These 4 walls keep me warm but it's not my home

You made me feel disgusting
You made wanna get rid of my skin
Made me sit down for discussion
About your attraction and lusting for me
For me for me
You did not care who I wanted to be
To be to be
I was only your toy
Sometimes roses aint red
Those times I miss you back in my bed
Some times violets aint blue
I think of this whenever i think of you
Putting your cold hands on spine
You throwing up red wine
And I just hate being alone
And then I realized you were my home

My closet is only half full
My kitchen still holds a place for you
Please dont leave, dont leave me here alone
Without you, this house aint a home

I have seen so many places
I have walked over broken bridges
Nothing feels they way it should

I have seen so many places
I have walked over broken bridges
Just To find a way back home

My bathroom is missing a toothbrush
And my shoerack only got size 45
And I'm still stuck in the deep unknown
These 4 walls keep me warm but it's not my home
My closet is only half full
My kitchen still holds a place for you
Please dont leave, dont leave me here alone
Without you, this house aint a home