The Truth

Please tell me the truth, Oh what did I do
I didn't want things to go like this I really thought we was cool
You tell me to let go of this It's really, really, really hard to resist
I know that I'm really better than this But I don't wanna handle it, no, no, no

All I wanna see is change, yeah I struggle with the pain
Rejected my whole life, the underdog all the time
Didn't nobody give a dime, they ain't wanna give me time
They ain't wanna see me shine, aye but that's alright

Uh, they ain't never really care for me, daddy wasn't even there for me
But that's alright God's there for me I said carefully
I know what it is I stand and look in the mirror
I know when I have some kids That I won't leave them like my paps really did

So please tell me the truth, oh what did I do
You said that you would be there but actions speak the truth
Please tell me the truth Please tell me the truth
Uh, I was that dude in elementary, mind was all in that penitentiary

Used to get played in all mentions, most of my fam they grew to diss me
I spoke up when but no one would ever listen, they ain't wanna hear about my opinion
Or my commitment for the sake of their traditions, aye
I was only tryna help, tryna be kind to everyone else

And not myself And it felt like
Going through all that mental health And I used to get played like all the time
I was picked last and I gave my last I was treated like trash, man
Ain't nobody ever give me no.

Well.
Ayy, I don't even want your pity Gotta stay down for the city
Leave a mark on your neck like a hickey All I need is God, He the one staying with me
Lost some friends in the process Watch this, this is nonsense

How you gon' say that you got me? Got this, uh
Man, you trippin' When we use to talk did you ever even listen
Matter of fact, nah, don't even answer That's okay, cause I found my way
In the darkest days I seek His face, my faith, uh

Well, how you don't hit me up and show no love? And I called your phone, but you didn't pick up
Well, but that's alright
Uh, they never really care for me daddy wasn't even there for me
But that's alright, God's there for me I said carefully, I know what it is

I stand and look in the mirror, I know when I have some kids that I won't leave
Them like my paps really did So please tell me the truth
Oh, what did I do? You said that you would be there
But actions speak the truth, Oh please tell me the truth

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Please tell me the truth
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah...