Go To War

Ooh I don't think I want to do this anymore
Ooh it's a battle with myself, everyday I go to war
Yeah and it's true, this ain't nothing new to me I been down this road before
Ooh it's no excuse for how much of this liquor Imma pour

I fell in love with a substance
That's the only thing I want to put my trust in
They always got my back so it's just the world versus us then

Sometimes I feel good but I ain't make it through that storm
I feel so misunderstood don't test my patience you've been warned
Sometimes I don't even know exactly what I'm looking for
I just pray to God make it, and I don't take anymore

I thank the Lord
Knew I was by him by the age of four
I had to focus like a ford
They still try ballin in my court, hell nah
I got 'em lit jus like a torch
I'm popping off just like the fourth
The golden ticket I'm that boy, hell yeah aye

But that's the only thing they see, I took too many RP's
I still got pain inside of me, you know

I feel better when I breathe, they feel better when I leave
I try seeing what they see, but I don't

Damn I used to care about what everybody say
Got introduced to the drugs and now it's hard to stay away
Everything I'm saying too true, I'm knowing they be fake
And I know I got some loose screws it's no need to explain

I go to war everyday prepared for battle
I gotta protect myself I see them demons in my shadows
Why can't I see the problem sometimes I gotta put my glasses on
It's a long road cause I took the one that's been less traveled on

Ooh I don't think I want to do this anymore
Ooh it's a battle with myself, everyday I go to war
Yeah and it's true, this ain't nothing new to me I been down this road before
Ooh it's no excuse for how much of this liquor Imma pour