It Always Rains On My Birthday

Have the faucets running I keep looking at you
You don't have it
I don't wanna give up
Baby I don't

Yeah, okay
Shit just, shit just makes sense
Ah okay, yeah, let me go
Look, look
Cover up this tracky I'm a medium in these overalls
I seen the blood splatter on my laces, it ain't noticeable
How the fuck you riding with some guys who don't know protocols?
The tennis fully diamonds but the gloves are still disposable
It's over fool

That's reality in this shit place
I think I need to fly again
Ay, fuck man I've only been in London for like six days
But luckily I don't need to have a job to see some sick pay

And luckily I don't need to wait a month to live it this way
And luckily I can make a fucking thousand on a shit day
And luckily I just booked a flight to Turks just from my mixtape
These bitches roll their eyes
They kiss their teeth and say "for flips sake"

Cah' even if they want me they can't pay to come this place
You think I waste my time on giving fucks about what kids say?
You think I'll let it slide?
I'll find his house and let the clip spray
She got a tight throat I grab her head, it made my dick ache

Look
2am in EC I spend figures at the strip club
I told the stripper stop it feel cringe to pay for this stuff
She got no self respect, she in my ear, she like it this rough
She must never heard of me
As if I'll pay a bill to get my dick sucked
Ghislaine maxwell, I'll pay to get this kid touched
Security need a pinky sheet
Saw broski with the-

Wish you would just focus on me
Can you focus on me?
Baby can you focus on me?

Look, look
It's always raining on my birthday I got no one at my party
You tell me 'bout your traumas I can't hear you
Cah' I been stuck inside this room with just my heartbeat
I see your eyes filling up you grab my hand
Squeeze them tight I feel your heart bleed
I seen you bleeding out of cuts that I can't see
I know your smiles are just a mask to hide the tears
That been flowing from your eyes on all the nights
That were painful where you can't sleep, yeah

My girl I'm free a couple nights just let me know
I'll come and stay with you
And it don't really matter if you love me like you say you do
I just need your shoulder while I'm crying
When I fuck you and I lay with you, huh

I mean we could probably even link up in a day or two
I know we should've done it sooner
But I was flying out from may to June
You got a billion different dreams I wanna make them true

Wish you would just focus on me
Can you focus on me?

I slept inside your room I would've fucked you if your friend left
I'm looking for replies to all these texts that I ain't sent yet
Running to the bathroom when we woke up just to get dressed
I been had the weight, of the world on my shoulders
I don't even need to worry when I bench press
And look I don't wanna scare you
So I'm hiding all these things I wanna express
You should've never even met me that'd be less stress, true

I just told you 'bout my cousin I was crying you were crying too
If lying means you like me then it's fine cus I don't like the truth
Many could've judged me but I know you got the mind to choose
That night I couldn't hide the truth, huh

And girl I know you got a past you're not an angel but I'm older still
I'm crying on your shoulder I just need for you to hold me still
You been tryna brush me off but girl I know the deal

And you been tryna play it down
But girl you know I'm down to fight for real
And when it's raining on my birthday
That's the moment when I think about you most
And I just know it's real

Wish you would just focus on me
Can you focus on me?
Baby can you focus on me?