Pain Worsens

I had to roll a L up to forget about you
Off the weed, it just make me see I can't live without you
I had to roll up the L so it can make me numb
But it only make me think about the man I'm becoming

In my feelings, In my feelings, In my feelings
As I sit back and I think I peep, my problems come from women
Brodie threw a nigga in the trunk like he was swimming
If it's gon end in hurt, or not gon work
I don't want dealings

I don't want dealings with that
Because another heartbreak, bitch I ain't dealing with that
And she keep claiming that I'm tripping and appealing the facts
I told lil bro if he keep dissing, Nizzy killing his ass

I told my bro he gotta get back on his shit
And I told Scarfo when he hoop, I don't wan see no fucking bricks
My bitch says she don't trust me cause she think I fucked a bitch
She say fuck this relationship, I done had enough of it

And I can't lie, I fucked up a lot of times
I admit it but, baby you can't leave because you mine
We've been through too much, baby if you leave me I might die
Roll another one, just so I can get you off my mind

Yeah, but it ain't working
Three blunts later I'm wondering was it worth it
Cause I know that I still miss you and that's for certain
I feel like when I ash the blunt the pain worsens