Don't Let It Go

So many questions that I got and still no answers for it
I went through ups and downs, my smile broke my heart distorted
They was hating on the kid I got a different vision
When I'm up and make it out remember your decision

Now I ain't perfect I done did a lot of shit
You can't get the love I had and you won't get the love I give
I had to make a move I can't let shit be what it is
It was like the love was there but it done faded like the mist

Times change people grow I had to separate
I can't care for not a soul when the love is fake
I had to make it out my city I didn't hesitate
And I don't give a fuck about a bond I don't rekindle flames

Life always been a blessing with the pain in my eyes
You set a king in my life a angel in disguise
Forever be my number one champion cause he tried
The hurt I feel that day when I had found out that he died

Can't put that shit in words that's a feeling I can't describe
Just thinking bout my past it seem to take over my mind
I got a lot of questions but the main one is why
I got a lot of questions ain't no answer that's behind it

I don't wanna question your reasons
I don't get the point so I been looking for a meaning
Why you put me here if I had to fight my demons
I ask you keep my soul don't let it go Lord keep it

Please watch my mama eyes
Please hold my granny tight
Please keep my papa safe
Please guide my nanny straight
Help my uncles with they ways let em' reach it for the team
Tell my angel that I love him I hope that he proud of me

My life is full of hurt and smiles take a step
And I'm back a mile had to understand my ways
But that shit had took a while growing up was hard
Mama looking for these jobs I can't let up on this shit

It's my turn to make it wild I had my hands out
They can't see my hands now only time they see my hands
Is when I pull a band out I didn't understand
And I never asked for no help probably why I'm hurting
Almost like I walked the streets of hell

I don't wanna question your reasons
I don't get the point so I been looking for a meaning
Why you put me here if I had to fight my demons
I ask you keep my soul don't let it go Lord keep it

Please watch my mama eyes
Please hold my granny tight
Please keep my papa safe
Please guide my nanny straight
Help my uncles with they ways let em' reach it for the team
Tell my angel that I love him, I hope that he proud of me

I ask you keep my soul, don't let it go Lord keep it
Please watch my mama eyes please hold my granny tight
Please keep my papa safe please guide my nanny straight
Help my uncles with they ways let em' reach it for the team

Tell my angel that I love him I hope that he proud of me
Tell my uncle that I love him I hope that he proud of me
I don't wanna question your reasons
I don't get the point so I been looking for a meaning

Why you put me here if I had to fight my demons
I ask you keep my soul don't let it go Lord keep it
I ask that you hold onto me I ask that you hold onto me
I ask you don't let go of me Lord just keep a hold of me

I ask that you hold onto me I ask that you hold onto me
I ask you don't let go of me Lord just keep a hold of me
I ask that you hold onto me I ask that you hold onto me
I ask you don't let go of me Lord just keep a hold of me

I ask that you hold onto me I ask that you hold onto me
I ask that you don't let go of me Lord just keep a hold of me