Control Freak

I wonder if he ever said
Things to you I never said
I wonder if you ever gave him
Things that I never had
I wonder if you ever ran
Marathons around his head
Cause now my heart is racing
When I just told you I'm not mad

And, baby, I know down deep in my heart
That you love me like you say that you do
But sometimes it just feels like I'm digging you up
And I'm dreading the day I break loose

And now I swear I'll be all right
Just like I do every time
Absentmindedly playing with my ring
But you swore you'd marry me
And now all that I can think about is him on your mind
But I would never try to scavenge all of your time
You can't make me a control freak
But you could make me leave

I wonder if you ever did
Things with him we never did
I wonder who you think of
When you see his name while talking to me
I wonder why you stuttered
When I wanted to know who he is
Your face flushed fuchsia
And that told me everything

And maybe I know down deep in my heart
That you love me like you say that you do
But I'm breaking like a crystal as I'm digging you up
But I won't let you break loose

But now I swear I'll be all right
Just like I do every time
Absentmindedly playing with my ring
But you swore you'd marry me
And now all that I can think about is him on your mind
But I would never try to scavenge all of your time
You can't make me a control freak
But you could make me leave

And you kept everything vague
Like you kept me warm last time I was crying
And now I swear you're keeping things from me
But I keep myself from prying
Because I told you that I trust you
And I swear that I do
I'm just scared from my past
And you know that
And I guess I've been ignoring you
But you've been occupied today
So I'll go back

To swearing that I'll be all right
Just like I do every time
You tell me that you love me
Then you text him back
And I'll pretend that I'm all right with that

And now all that I can think about is him on your mind
But I would never try to scavenge all of your time
You can't make me a control freak
But you could make me leave

You can't make me a control freak
But you could make me