Angelina

Hey big brother, I just wanted to let you know
That I'm currently in Tuscany
But I've been having the best time of my life
I'm finally doing really well
And I appreciate everything you've done for me
I look up to you so much and I'm just
I really miss you but I guess I'll see you soon in Rome

You probably dont think that I think this about you -
But I been waiting 20 years to write this shit and im proud to
And if you aint feeling my love
Then play this shit when you doubtful -
I got you for life lil sis
You can use this shit as your counsel if you down some/
Struggling, trust me I got the same thing that you do
And I juggle it amazingly
This that big brother love you more than money unexplainably -
You sweeter than them pastries you was serving at that bakery -
Graciously You move im thankful that you do/
Both you and not religious you my angel it's the truth -
You were household fore' household was a label and a crew
I seen you paint your nails double h favourite colour purple
Yet the hat was baby blue/
Helped you graduate update your grades in school/
Your brain wasn't made for that shit you're a creative too how?
You got to be an artist the way you're making food -
Bumping J Cole out the JBL as your Paint your room
When you were two you had an easel you would use daily -
Smile on your face wetting your brushes
You would do paintings cute baby/
Seen you grow a few stages
For this teenager bottles of booze I was bootlegging
And when I did id tell ya don't get too crazy n get too wasted ha
It's not that funny cuz there might'v been pain
Momma called me and told me last night you was crying again
Speaking of crying member that night on that island in Spain/
Sitting through the lightening and rain -
Holding you shaking hoping he make it
Watching tears slide down ya face
Wide awake we lay in bed processing
That shit sparked your anxiety gave you complexions at a cross section
Lost sweating think god help him even though we aint the church type
Word ight I know that we're tight especially after this one/
After every disaster there's sun it's dark
But ironically im really glad that we laugh at this stuff/
Comedy be the remedy
Lil sis you give me so much calmness and serenity
Late nights on FaceTime
Us talking to me everything honestly your energy
Is something that I need more than you probably will ever think/
So think about and then play this when I die
When im hanging with them angels in the sky -
But For now whatever you facing I be hanging by ya side/
Whether a payment or cave someones face in im a ride -
Everyday im chasing bags so I can basically provide
And exemplify a role model/
You wrote me a birthday card
In it you said you looked up to me more than Ronaldo whoa
Ironically we goal follow love
The way you love your fam hence the tatted hand coke bottles/
Took you for your first tattoo appointment
It was no problem hollered at big bro and made it happen
I got you for life a life without you
I just can't imagine this is a thank Lina you make me happy/

I love you a lot
Thank you for helping me just become a person
And thanks for helping me graduate and get through school
Even though I hated it so much
But I really appreciate you, and I love you so much