Weak Days

Blame
Think I'm tired from laying in bed
But I've been trying to find a reason to get up and feel motivated
Eat clean, try to drink less
Does the guy starting back at me realise that he's over-rated?
I don't think that the word is depressed
But there's definitely something
That needs a little chemical rebalancing
Should consider my vascular health
Cause the tempo's under threat
By an ever flowing stream of caffeine
Need a little sabbatical from myself
Is there instructions for a factory reset?

So sick and tired of the weak days
Tried to turn a corner but I've only myself to blame
Like an endless algorithm of lazy
I'm avoiding the problem
I've only myself to blame

Then there's a little procrastination
I've been filling in the time with just a series of empty spaces
Want to sleep through the war in my chest, in my head
Can I file it away with all the other lost cases?
I've been dealing the dope to myself
I'm a victim of a crime in the books that I've never read
Can I rise to the heights that I set as
A cocky seventeen year old
And save us all before it's too late?
Say it's never too late
Make integrity wait

So sick and tired of the weak days
I've been trying to turn a corner but I've only myself to blame
Like an endless algorithm of lazy
I'm avoiding the problem
I've only myself to blame
So sick and tired of the weak days
I've been trying to turn a corner but I've only myself to blame
Like an endless algorithm of lazy
I'm avoiding the problem
But I've only myself to blame

I'm below low
Let it go, let it go, let it go