Dominoes

First ball in the chain, everything's fine
Wish I could feel that way all of the time
But feelings slip away, and numbness takes the stage
And I am too afraid to close the curtain
Oh these dominoes stacking up
Make the waters nice and rough
They don't care if you've had enough
Or go down fighting
These dominoes crashin down
Make it easier to drown
They'll push you under and break you down
Till you're less than nothing
I went through all the motions hoping they'd help
But nothing feels the same, it's my personal hell
My energy's slipped away, nothing left but an empty stage
And I am in the back staring at the curtain
Oh these dominoes stacking up
Make the waters nice and rough
They don't care if you've had enough
Or go down fighting
These dominoes crashin down
Make it easier to drown
They'll push you under and break you down
Till you're less than nothing
Am I less than nothing for not doing the things I should've
For not knowing if I even could've
Stopped the dominoes stopped the damage
What if I'm too damaged by
This endless void of emptiness
Can't muster rage, much less happiness or panic
I'm trapped in a cage in my mind
And the key's been swallowed by
Oh these dominoes stacking up
Make the waters nice and rough
They don't care if you've had enough
Or go down fighting
These dominoes crashin down
Make it easier to drown
They'll push you under and break you down
Till you're less than nothing
Am I less than nothing?
Less than nothing?