sodium lights

We keep on having fights and I don't even mean to
My mum would cry if she saw the things I've been through
My knuckles red like I'm sonics little gg
Risked my freedom when I didn't need to
Pulled by the feds my girl said she's got me
A Z in the car bet she wish she could have stopped me
Could've gone away for a long long long time
Lucky that the feds didn't check the car properly
I look back for a minute
Age 14 when we first start to bill it
We were way to young and way to dumb
Me and Chris looking higher than the boys playing quidich
Were we caught up in the wrong crowd
Or did we have the wrong skin colour in the wrong damn town
Carried contraband when we're Heathrow bound
Lying to ourselves saying shrooms don't count

I was in a madness once or twice
Cos my * sold drugs under sodium lights
Shit changed now they're trapping under LEDs
Still praying we get rich from these mp3s
When I'm in the city I feel alone
Cos my gs flipped packs they were on the roads
What happened to those kids with the afro combs
I guess that's how it goes when your house ain't home

The weed helps with the grief
I keep having these dreams where I drown in my sleep
My family text me on new years eve
He's asking me for money what a way to start 2023
Spent December in the mountains now its over
When I get fucked up I close the door on closure
I'm sending texts that I regret when I get sober
Just an overactive underrated stoner
My life changed and I think I made that quite clear
I prefer a girl in baggy jeans than a tight dress
Do you find it weird that I'm excited by my nightmares
A fear addiction on the list of all my vices

I was in a madness once or twice
Cos my * sold drugs under sodium lights
Shit changed now they're trapping under LEDs
Still praying we get rich from these mp3s
When I'm in the city I feel alone
Cos my gs flipped packs they were on the roads
What happened to those kids with the afro combs
I guess that's how it goes when your house ain't home