Purgatory

He woke up from the dark and saw the light
Chasing that same spark throughout his life
But nothing changed the way he felt inside
Tried to quit but got a second try
Why do I feel just like him?
Why do I keep on fighting?
Why do I say goodbye?
How do I ever make it right?
How do I stay alive?
Cause we woke up from the dark and saw the light
Some entered, others stayed like him and I
If nothing changes how I feel inside
Why do I keep on trying to be right?
We're purified before we meet the light
And I get woeful everytime I hear you cry
I'm purified

I was down but now I'm up, thank God
On the low but getting high aint hard
I got up this morning to a great start
Crawled up the ground, walking through the graveyard
Nobody seemed to want anything to do with me
Now they want plenty
Men around me, got many
My home is full but I'm empty

We're in the sunken place
Characters on a stage

In the end I was born to die though
Stopped giving a fuck about my life so I hardly eat
I hardly sleep
I only buy smokes
And I only fire those when I'm down to my final roach
The lighter broke
I'm the type of dude who's liable to tie a rope around my throat
My brother calls my his idol which is fucked I'm suicidal

Cause I'm feeling stuck in limbo
Purgatory is home

I get woeful every time you
Cry
Cry
Cry
Am flying 'round or falling down?
Falling down or flying round?

We've been set adrift in a darkened sea
We all wanna know but our eyes won't see
Souls in a cage, soon we'll all break free
From the chains of this purgatory
I could be the type of guy to fall out of heaven
I know a lot of people watching me but I never met 'em
I heard about a couple prophecies but I didn't sweat 'em
I keep the memories of you and me
I couldn't forget 'em
Grinding for pesos
You say you loved me
Now the case closed
My heart is darker than the day grows
The knight of Gotham how my cape blows
I need a message from the angels
You couldn't fake those

I can take you where you want
(I can take you where you want)
But peace rarely comes alone
(Comes alone)
I can take you where you want
(I can take you where you want)
Take a step out of your home
I can take you where you want
(I can take you where you want)
But peace rarely comes alone
(Comes alone)
I can take you where you want
(I can take you where you want)
Take a step out of your home

I'm loud enough for them to hear my words
But it's not enough for them to hear me out
I doubt myself enough to fear the worst
So I never change lanes, I keep my route
I'm down enough to go scream a verse
But I still cant get on my feet and bow
It's not enough to for them feel my hurt
Cause all they see is when they see me out
I'm proud enough to brag all the time
But not enough to like what I create
Growing enough to act on my pride
But not enough for a talk or debate
Alone cause no one will love my vibe
I'm suicidal but I'm seeming great
It doesn't matter how hard I try
Though some are wowed I released my tape
It's still not enough for them to wonder why
For those still confused: I seek for change
I dream enough to wanna touch the sky
But sleep enough to call a week a day
I'm in purgatory
Halfway there
Halfway to hell
Halfway to heaven
Vampire Elves are surrounding my presence
All in my ears
I'm tryna block out their message

Am I flying 'round or falling down?
Falling down or flying 'round?

And I get woeful everytime I hear you cry
I'm purified