im Not Okay

I'm not okay
If I said I was, I fuckin' lied
I'm not okay
Most days I don't even wanna try
Life gets so hard on me, yeah
And I've lost a part of me, yeah
It gets so hard to go on
My will to go on ain't strong

I wake up
And I don't really wanna face the world today
I just wanna stay in my bed
And I just wanna sleep my pain away
But I gotta get up
And face reality
While it weighs all on my sanity
The smiles I wear are so tragically, fake

(doo, doo doo doo, doo doo doo, doo, doo doo doo doo)
(doo, doo doo doo, doo doo doo, doo, doo doo doo doo)

I'm not okay
If I said I was, I fuckin' lied
I'm not okay
Most days I don't even wanna try
Life gets so hard on me, yeah
And I've lost a part of me, yeah
It gets so hard to go on
My will to go on ain't strong

I'm a fuck up
Life really fuckin' sucks
I'm a mess in distress
In the rubble where I'm stuck (stuck)
Put the bottles top down
Put the bottles bottom up
Don't know how I made it this far
Must be dumb luck (luck)
No, I'm not alright (right)
No, I'm not okay
Don't know what I did (did)
To make my life this way
Drowning in the waters
Taken by the waves
Shackled by the collar
Chain linked to this pain
No, I'm not alright
No, I'm not okay
No, I'm not alright
No, I'm not okay
No, I'm not alright
But this my day to day
Don't wanna talk about
I don't have more to say
I'd rather be alone than let you in
At least I know the hurt comes from within

(doo, doo doo doo, doo doo doo, doo, doo doo doo doo)
(doo, doo doo doo, doo doo doo, doo, doo doo doo doo)
(doo, doo doo doo, doo doo doo, doo, doo doo doo doo)
(doo, doo doo doo, doo doo doo, doo, doo doo doo doo)

I'm not okay
If I said I was, I fuckin' lied
I'm not okay
Most days I don't even wanna try
Life gets so hard on me, yeah
And I've lost a part of me, yeah
It gets so hard to go on
My will to go on ain't strong



Credits
Writer(s): Nkosi Newkirk
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