GONEASTRAY

I am not putting up with this anymore
Putting up with what? I can't talk to people
I am out of here
Oh, what? Oh, come on

Because I have nothing to say (space you made this, yo space)
I have nothing to say
I would start a conversation with you

Standing on the edge, wonder if this was meant for me

Thinking of my friends, wonder who would be missing me
Would they even mention me? Or maybe nothing less of me
Said the easy way out meant I gave all that was left of me
All of my, every ounce, time to bounce, if it counts

I thought of every outcome, and I still went through with it
Could do something smart, but I still feel the stupidest
I gave this girl my heart, and she ruined it, bruh
I had to leave that hoe because she screwed me up

Even my mom don't know what to do with me, bruh
She's saying it's a phase, yeah she's saying it's a cycle
No, she don't accept me, and it got me going psycho
Clinically insane, go ahead and put me in that straight jacket

I've always been gay, I ain't never had a straight habit
What's happening? Somebody please save me
Can't feel my face, shout out to my brother JB
Damn, that was kind of fucked up, but I like to get fucked up

When I'm fucked up, thinking fuck love, like what
And she fucked up, my trust, not love, it's just lust
I might take some drugs, but I ain't even taken drugs before
Speak bout it like I do, I ain't even been in love before

Not gonna lie thats cap, I'm in love with this confusing bitch
She don't open up, and she always got me confused and shit
Damn, but I love the way this hoe make me feel
I feel like whatever we got now is real

I'll heal, at least when her hoe gon' hurt me
But now that I think about it, am I really deserving
Am I really deserving of this pain that is inflicted on me
You said that you broke your girl heart, then get just fix it homie

Man, I wish it was that simple man, I wish it was that easy
And every time she don't text, I be thinking like please be uh
Please be okay, uh
Text me back please don't leave me astray

And baby I'm sorry that I made you feel that way
And baby please uh, just please feel okay
Uh, but I never get that question in one time, uh
Yeah, the girl, she broke my heart, and yeah, it hurt

Oh yeah, I did this once or twice, it was a lesson that I learned
But why does it keep happening
Is it something I deserve
Damn



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Writer(s): Breanna B Evans, Jake N Trill
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