Happiness Pills

Came back home, it's been a while
But I forgot I live alone so no one greets me with a smile
So I try to forget these bad days
But everything is making me so afraid
I don't know how to deal with this today
Everything looks so much better when I look beyond the window sills
Now, I sit in silence with my "happiness" pills
(With my "happiness" pills)

So now I sit in silence
Why is it so fuckin' violent
In my head?
I wish I was braindead
So now I pull the knife closer to me
And I feel my soul pass away slowly
(Pass away slowly)

They say that they fix all your problems
No, they don't! They barely fucking solve them!
And they act like they care about me
But I already know what they don't see
What's in my head that won't let me free
I just wanna be alone,
So now I just sit in silence with my "happiness" pills
(With my "happiness" pills)

So now I just sit in silence
Why is it so fuckin' violent
In my head?
I wish I was braindead
So now I pull the knife closer to me
And I feel my soul pass away slowly
(Pass away slowly)

Yeah, that's right, they say
They fix all my problems, but I still have the ones from yesterday
So, what the fuck is wrong with me?
Honestly, I don't know what to do, this is making me re-think
My entire reality, I don't know what to think
And every time I blink
I see a weird figure in the corner of my eye
There's so many things that I wonder why
Everything makes me so horrified
I wish I could live like the other people beyond the window sills
But I'd rather just stay inside with my "happiness" pills



Credits
Writer(s): Jaxen Solis
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