2018

And I don't wanna say that I miss you anymore
Don't wanna look behind me when I'm walking out that door
And I don't wanna say that I miss you anymore
Don't wanna look behind me when I'm walking out that door

And I can't catch a break, I'm already on the floor
And if you miss the taste, I can spit on you some more

The blood on my mama hands when I pick up the knife
Old mistakes that I made, they changed up my whole life
I used to get the card declined, now I don't check the price
I can't make no differences, so I ain't thinking twice
And I said say it to me nice, and get the figure right
I used to stay away from drugs, can't take my own advice

And I've been fighting to survive, been on the other side
I done chipped my baby tooth, been institutionalised

And your hair's longer than I thought it would be
Time works magic, don't you agree?
Never saw it coming in twenty eighteen

And I could try it once, I'll do anything
You said that you won't put it past me
I just like fire and gasoline

And I don't wanna say that I miss you anymore
Don't wanna look behind me when I'm walking out that door
And I can't catch a break, I'm already on the floor
And if you miss the taste, I can spit on you some more

And years passed, I'm still the same
Years passed, still playing games
My past was looking grey
I tried to change (I tried to change)

And if I called your name, would you still feel the same
Would you remember all the love?
All the pain?

And your hair's longer than I thought it would be
Time works magic, don't you agree?
Never saw it coming in twenty eighteen

And I could try it once, I'll do anything
You said that you won't put it past me
I just like fire and gasoline