Really Matters

I pray you bet the bank on me
Nothing like a hope and dream
Shot down reality shattered on the concrete
I lay in bed never really sound asleep
I'm planting seed out of all these broken trees
Helping those in need
Or so it seems
Most of the time I'm looking for is in front of me
Selfish things, my restless sleep trying new things
I still cant seem to break from my routine
As history repeating
As history repeating
Same crew, same vibe, we save lives
But

I think we all got things that
That we ain't really proud of
But who's really listening
But who's really listening
I think we all got things that
That we ain't really proud of
But who's really listening
We got each other and that's all that really matters

5'10 that's where my head be
Undisclosed location what's ahead of me
Demons really tryna get the best of me
I just want my mom to see the best in me
But we all got things
Ain't that right?
We try to see what we don't see at all
I lift my head, close my eyes, embrace the fall
What you found really wasn't lost at all
This the part where I try to make you see it
Past the lies and the trauma lets face
I trust a God who really wants to change this
Self-belief is the cure and its painless
Okay. maybe a little, but I've seen miracles
They say beauty is pain, couldn't agree more
Cause when you silent for too long, know its worth more
To say what's on your heart no matter what's the worst form
Better to tell the truth all day, than to lie say you okay
Better to have a conversation, than to find you ran away
Best to try again someday, than me pull up to your grave

I think we all got things that
That we ain't really proud of
But who's really listening
But who's really listening
I think we all got things that
That we ain't really proud of
But who's really listening
We got each other and that's all that really matters