close my eyes

'Cause every time I close my eyes
I can't find a reason why I live this life, pray I die
Try to do it right this time, face my pride
But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why

'Cause every time I'm falling for the victim of another night, pressed
I'm crawling for a system where it's never right
Keep me from the thoughts of digging deeper, I know I'm not a believer
But playing games with the reaper betting on my life

'Cause every time I close my eyes
I can't find a reason why I live this life, pray I die
I try to do it right this ti-, face my pride
But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why

'Cause every time I close my eyes
I can't find a reason why I live this life, pray I die
I try to do it right this-, face my pride
But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why

I'm lost in a fog now, got nowhere to go
'Cause I don't know what I've lost now
I see there's a sign
The lights are closing on me

With the weight of a fine line, yeah
I'm feelin' chills up to my spine, yeah
I hesitate just to buy time
'Cause I know you cannot relate back to my life

And I don't believe that I can find the way
I'm broken pieces, try to fight today
These thought of me are lighting up my brain
I don't think I can really find another way out, yeah
I'm filled with doubt
I'm so strung out, just kill me now
Am I dead now?

'Cause every time I fuck up, I'm lost
Life at what cost, can't find a reason to press on
I'm done, what I've become?
I'm about to break, I'm trying to find
Where I belong, can't take much more
Where am I now? So far from home

I've been living everyday on a repeat
Got pain in my eyes when you see me
Feels like happiness took a back seat
Red carpet stained with my blood on the TV
Miss the days when I wasn't trying to be
The next big thing, living so freely
Now it's gone and I'm stuck all alone
In this plastic hell

'Cause every time I close my eyes (close my eyes)
I can't find a reason why I live this life (live this life), pray I die
I try to do it right this (right this) ti-, face my pride
But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why (but in the end I'm crying, I don't know why)

Close my eyes (close my eyes)
I can't find a reason why I live this life (live this life), pray I die
I try to do it right this (right this) ti-, face my pride
But in the end I'm crying, I don't know why (but in the end I'm crying, I don't know why)



Credits
Writer(s): Jacob Kavet, Nicholas Bergere
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