Fell in Love

I hate to admit it but

I didn't want to do it but I fucking fell in love
Fucked up, it was all really dumb luck that I met her
In the first place, damn, I guess I'm a sucker for a pretty face
But man, those bright brown eyes, looking through the lies

She saw all I was trying to hide
Damn, she could read my mind sometimes
It was kinda scary but it was so nice
She could be cute, yeah, she could be fine

It was such a vibe, we'd hang all the time
Like Day n' Nite, no Kid Cudi
Man I doubt she ever loved me, but that's alright
That's just life, she was only here for a short fucking time

Said it'd be okay, but it hasn't been the same since we fucking said goodbye
Oh wow, I am not that surprised
To tell the truth, I still miss you
I know that you don't miss me too

And I don't know what to do, girl, you got me in a hex
Got me feeling so perplexed and I feel so fucking lost in my head
And I know that I'm a mess, but I wanna chill with you, in my motherfucking bed girl
I really wish the best for you

I really saw the best in you
And even when I'm texting you, I'm thinking of what's next for you
Like what if I confess to you how I really felt
Oh well, it's the past, I don't wanna backtrack

I can't take this pain in my chest
But I'm trying my best to be okay, and there ain't no way
Things can ever be the same, and "that's just life"
Is my most hated phrase, I really hate that phrase

And if I hear it one more time
I think I might lose my mind
Cause I know that it is the truth
Truly, girl, I can tell you

Watching you turn into a memory
Is really what is setting me back, I don't do cap
Everything I said in that message, it was all facts
And when you didn't give me an answer, it hurt me bad

I didn't wanna do it, but I fucking fell in love
Fucked up, it was all really dumb luck
That I met her in the first place, damn
I guess I'm a sucker for a pretty face, but man

Those bright green eyes, looking through the lies
She saw all I was trying to hide, damn
Haven't been in love long
But damn, girl, I feel so wrong

For trying to move on from you
And you know what you're doing to me too
Girl, I want you as my boo
But you don't give a shit about me, oui, oui

Feeling like I'm Jeremih, you said
Don't tell em, don't tell em
Well I ain't tellin em shit, I ain't gon' say your name in a song
You know who you are, don't tell me I'm wrong