Over This

I said I'm over this over this, all you do is take
Ever since we were kids, you been pushing me away, yeah
Since day one, I been dodging bullets
I been moving mountains full of doubters that are cowards
Spend most of my time regrouping, and I don't mind
Yeah, the mind is a powerful thing without rewind
Gotta know where you going, got to know how to blow it
Press the god damn button like I'm soo yung and a poet
Now I'm frozen, was I chosen for the right reason
Tis the season to be jolly, why you always leaving
I don't get it shorty you were always there
Like the stars up in the night, now you don't even care
I guess you kicked me to the curb
No I don't know what you heard and I still don't give a fuck about your sister, she's absurd
Yeah, she's young and dumb and doesn't got no where else to run
That's what happens when you stupid and you fade to none
See I'm bigger than something that you ain't living
Living it up for Aaron and sharing his deeper feelings
Why'd they have to kill him, why'd you have to take him
We were just in Vegas getting twisted to the patient
I'm over this over this all you do is take
Ever since we were kids you were lighting up my day
Now you gone, gone all alone
Is it scary on your own and I'm sorry I didn't call
And I'm sorry I didn't call back big bro
I should have checked up on you more
I know that's on me, I regret it even more
God damn, was this god's plan
Is it even fair for his family and his friends
I don't think so
Leave behind a legacy
A distant faded memory, an afterthought what could be
If only that it should be
I'm not blaming names, sick of playing blame games
I'll take the blame, when we all turn out the same
Filled with emptiness, everything that you thought had mattered
It turned to be make-believe, I'm sliding down the ladder
I don't know if I'm out here living
Or waiting for something bad to happen, I can't take it
No, I hear the thoughts inside my head, am I okay
Praying for anyone or anything to save my day
Hey, I'm out here walking the slightest and tightest ropes
Balancing out my insecurities they take a toll
Oh no
Didn't know the boy could blow
They didn't think that Troy boy was coming wordy with the flow
Ice cold, Todoroki flow
Spitting hot fire like I'm Dabi with the most
He the motherfucking goat with his blue flame
Crazy out his membrane, a family's not a family when they leave you out with no name
What
A family's not a family when they leave you out with no name

I said I'm over this over this, all you do is take
Ever since we were kids, you been pushing me away, yeah
Since day one, I been dodging bullets
I been moving mountains full of doubters that are cowards
Spend most of my time regrouping, and I don't mind
Yeah, the mind is a powerful thing without rewind
Gotta know where you going, got to know how to blow it
Press the god damn button like I'm soo yung and a poet
Now I'm frozen, was I chosen for the right reason
Tis the season to be jolly, why you always leaving
I don't get it shorty you were always there
Like the stars up in the night, now you don't even care
I guess you kicked me to the curb
No I don't know what you heard and I still don't give a fuck about your sister, she's absurd
Yeah, she's young and dumb and doesn't got no where else to run
That's what happens when you stupid and you fade to none



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Writer(s): Troy Eggeling
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