Good Reasons to Freeze to Death

Lately, I've been wishing I could meet you again
Small cracks in my memories
Drain the life from these holes in my head
No eyes in my memories
And the devil that I know is a shimmer pinned to my wall

I witnessed a murder in the snow
And I saw steam rise from a still-weeping wound
Blood stained hands that looked like mine
I place a finger in my mouth and find it with my teeth
And I try to remember who and where I am
But everything that I think or see or speak
Reminds me of something that I've killеd
And I see my face in the reflеction of the blade and I whimper
I wish that I couldn't see you under all this white
I wish I could undo this
I think the wrong one died

A photo of you falls from the wall
And shakes me from this dream
Have you ever seen a memory die?
No, that's not right
No, It's not dead
No, It just grew teeth
I slice a finger trying to pick up its remains
Have you ever seen a memory draw blood?
Have you ever seen a memory draw blood?
And I'm still plagued by this vision
Even when I wake, I still see the coward
Who drinks from rusted cups and spits out all that's sweet
Pathetic creature would rather run
Than learn to lick his wounds
I pray that the frost gives way to hungry soil
And he becomes its feed
When all these frozen moments thaw
Will I know how to swim?
When all these frozen moments thaw
Will I learn how to swim?