Even If It Kills Me
So long I kept my distance
So many things that I'm missing out on
'Cause I know all too well how it hurts
Chained down by my own memories
They keep my glass half empty
I do it all so I don't get burned
But deep inside I hope somebody proves me wrong
I know how the story goes
The ones you love the most can let you down, down, down
Guess I'm learning to live
Even if it kills me
Million reasons to give up
Sometimes I never want to leave my house
Oh I guess I'm learning to live
Even if it kills me
One foot out past the doorstep
Far from the safety in my bed
Now everything could all up go up in smoke
But deep inside I hope somebody proves me wrong
I know how the story goes
The ones you love the most can let you down, down, down
Guess I'm learning to live
Even if it kills me
Million reasons to give up
Sometimes I never want to leave my house
Oh I guess I'm learning to live
Even if it kills me
Even if I fall apart
Even if it breaks my heart
Even if it all goes dark 'Cause I know
I know how the story goes
The ones you love the most can let you down, down, down
Guess I'm learning to live
Even if it kills me
Million reasons to give up
Sometimes I never want to leave my house
Oh I guess I'm learning to live
Even if it kills me
Learning to live
Even if it kills me
So many things that I'm missing out on
'Cause I know all too well how it hurts
Chained down by my own memories
They keep my glass half empty
I do it all so I don't get burned
But deep inside I hope somebody proves me wrong
I know how the story goes
The ones you love the most can let you down, down, down
Guess I'm learning to live
Even if it kills me
Million reasons to give up
Sometimes I never want to leave my house
Oh I guess I'm learning to live
Even if it kills me
One foot out past the doorstep
Far from the safety in my bed
Now everything could all up go up in smoke
But deep inside I hope somebody proves me wrong
I know how the story goes
The ones you love the most can let you down, down, down
Guess I'm learning to live
Even if it kills me
Million reasons to give up
Sometimes I never want to leave my house
Oh I guess I'm learning to live
Even if it kills me
Even if I fall apart
Even if it breaks my heart
Even if it all goes dark 'Cause I know
I know how the story goes
The ones you love the most can let you down, down, down
Guess I'm learning to live
Even if it kills me
Million reasons to give up
Sometimes I never want to leave my house
Oh I guess I'm learning to live
Even if it kills me
Learning to live
Even if it kills me
Credits
Writer(s): Alida Garpestad, Michael Fatkin, Deborah Nicole Dawson
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