chicago pain :(
As I fall into the abyss,
Grant me one wish,
Make sure you can catch me
Every time I trip,
Cause my relapses keep mounting,
My mistakes keep mounting
In my lonely sorrows I keep drowning
Gotten to the point I've lost track of my counting
My recent struggles what I call chicago pain :(
Feels like something I can't get through, 'n I'm lost inside my brain
Days trapped inside my bedroom, they felt all the same
Day by Day class I gotta sit through, hoping for some change,
Don't feel destined in this life, to be honest I feel doomed
And only destined in life to never end up with you,
The blandness of my life, what I can't even explain,
'n' only for a minute, happiness I can maintain,
My headphones my sanctuary,
But my phone my death,
Kept skipping back to January
When everything was a mess
Looking at those photos
'n I felt so ashamed,
Don't wanna live life solo
I don't want them, I want you,
As I came outta my cage, nothin' fucking changed
Tried connect with anyone at all but I just felt more estranged,
So back in my corner I remained,
Focus on rapping I maintained
From school felt more disengaged
And this the reaction of the chain
So fix my...
Chicago pain shit I can't get through
Goin' through this struggle (yeah) no I won't forget you
Chicago pain, chicago pain
Chicago pain, chicago pain
Chicago pain shit I can't get through
Goin' through this struggle (yeah) no I won't forget you
Chicago pain, chicago pain
Remember 'em lonely nights listening to "all girls are the..."
Knocked down, had to move on
Everything in my life, I had to realign,
Left the improvement for another day,
Cause nothing fucking changed
Had to make a real change
Had to give them context,
Was done givin' content,
When there wasn't any creation,
Regurgitating shit I watched only led to mo' complications,
Didn't solve my problems at all, could barely start a conversation,
And it just made me question everything
A year on it's the same, that's the scary thing
So I'm just thinking ...
(When will I find love
When will I find peace
When will it make sense,
When will I make progress
Music is my medicine, music is my drug,
'n I'm stuck in my head again, 'n I'm plagued by)
Chicago pain shit I can't get through
Goin' through this struggle (yeah) no I won't forget you
Chicago pain, chicago pain
Chicago pain, chicago pain
Chicago pain shit I can't get through
Goin' through this struggle (yeah) no I won't forget you
Chicago pain, chicago pain
Remember 'em lonely nights listening to "all girls are the..."
Grant me one wish,
Make sure you can catch me
Every time I trip,
Cause my relapses keep mounting,
My mistakes keep mounting
In my lonely sorrows I keep drowning
Gotten to the point I've lost track of my counting
My recent struggles what I call chicago pain :(
Feels like something I can't get through, 'n I'm lost inside my brain
Days trapped inside my bedroom, they felt all the same
Day by Day class I gotta sit through, hoping for some change,
Don't feel destined in this life, to be honest I feel doomed
And only destined in life to never end up with you,
The blandness of my life, what I can't even explain,
'n' only for a minute, happiness I can maintain,
My headphones my sanctuary,
But my phone my death,
Kept skipping back to January
When everything was a mess
Looking at those photos
'n I felt so ashamed,
Don't wanna live life solo
I don't want them, I want you,
As I came outta my cage, nothin' fucking changed
Tried connect with anyone at all but I just felt more estranged,
So back in my corner I remained,
Focus on rapping I maintained
From school felt more disengaged
And this the reaction of the chain
So fix my...
Chicago pain shit I can't get through
Goin' through this struggle (yeah) no I won't forget you
Chicago pain, chicago pain
Chicago pain, chicago pain
Chicago pain shit I can't get through
Goin' through this struggle (yeah) no I won't forget you
Chicago pain, chicago pain
Remember 'em lonely nights listening to "all girls are the..."
Knocked down, had to move on
Everything in my life, I had to realign,
Left the improvement for another day,
Cause nothing fucking changed
Had to make a real change
Had to give them context,
Was done givin' content,
When there wasn't any creation,
Regurgitating shit I watched only led to mo' complications,
Didn't solve my problems at all, could barely start a conversation,
And it just made me question everything
A year on it's the same, that's the scary thing
So I'm just thinking ...
(When will I find love
When will I find peace
When will it make sense,
When will I make progress
Music is my medicine, music is my drug,
'n I'm stuck in my head again, 'n I'm plagued by)
Chicago pain shit I can't get through
Goin' through this struggle (yeah) no I won't forget you
Chicago pain, chicago pain
Chicago pain, chicago pain
Chicago pain shit I can't get through
Goin' through this struggle (yeah) no I won't forget you
Chicago pain, chicago pain
Remember 'em lonely nights listening to "all girls are the..."
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