girlbody (for ivy)

I ran away from my girlbody
I could not face her face to face
Oh my god
Oh my god

(She is pursuing a new name across a fever dream)

Dream
Of how she appropriates you
As she appropriates me
If that's what it will take
For us to procreate
Or how she inseminates you
As she inseminates me
If that's what it will take
For us to procreate

I ran away

You hid well
I found (you)
You hid well
I found (you)
You hid well
You hid well
You hid well
I found (you)
You hid well
You hid well
You hid well
I found (you)

God do you wish
Love on the body?
God do you wish
To be brand new
God do you wish
One day more decisive
God do you wish
One day more than gender
Some things you do not consider
Walk into your parents' house
Ruminating

How she will rest in power
And I will dream about her
To hold liminal space
To choose your chosen name
Hide it in the closet
A casket dressed with flowers
If that's what it will take
To find a quiet place to procreate

You hid well
I found (you)
You hid well
I found (you)
You hid well
You hid well
You hid well
I found (you)
You hid well
I found (you)
You hid well
I found (you)
You hid well
You hid well
You hid well
I found (you)
In the heart of everyone



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