Ruin My Life

You're in the bills I pay my therapist
You're in the extra weight around my hips
You're in the pills I carry in my purse
The reason I became an introvert
I've done everything that I could do
But the voice in my head talks like you
And you don't have a clue

And it's not fair
You'll never apologize
And you don't care
I can't even sleep at night (hmm)
I spent all of last year just tryna forget
All the backhanded shit that you said
Oh, no, it's not fair
That you don't even realize
You're still finding ways to ruin my life (ooh)
You still ruin my life (ooh)

You're in the tears that fill my coffee cup
The extra heartbeart when someone brings you up
You're in the way, I'm scared to drive home too late
You're in the pity on everybody's face

And I know you think it's all my fault
And I guess that's why you never called
'Cause you don't have a clue (yeah)

And it's not fair
You'll never apologize
And you don't care
That I can't even sleep at night (hmm)
I spent all of last year just tryna forget
All the backhanded shit that you said
Oh, no, it's not fair
That you don't even realize
You're still finding ways to ruin my life (ooh)
You still ruin my life (ooh)

It gets better, it gets better
That's what everybody said
Not forever, not forever
That's what everybody said
Oh, I've tried to get you off my mind
What a waste of time
It gets better, it gets better
That's what everybody said
Not forever, not forever
That's what everybody said
Oh, I've tried to get you off my mind

But you're still finding ways to ruin my life, ooh
Yeah, you still ruin my life, ooh