Depression

Calling for me, calling for me

Calling for me always at 5 a.m
I'm not faded, I'm going back again
I know how it feels, these walls that last forever
Good gone bad obsession, say hello to your depression

I've got everything, and yet I feel like I'm better dead
How can I forget that I'm so terrified? (Terrified)
Take you to the avenue, this is what I had to do
Lock myself away, just to stay alive

You'll find out eventually, we were never meant to be
I got too much shit inside my head to have you next to me
I ain't gonna call you back (no)
If you hear me overdosing on the phone
You'll probably have a fucking heart attack

And it hurts like hell, but it's heaven without you
Yeah, it hurts like hell!

Calling for me always at 5 a.m
I'm not faded, I'm going back again
I know how it feels, these walls that last forever
Good gone bad obsession, say hello to your depression

Oh, I don't need nobody, I need myself, not somebody
Who drags me down, down, down, down, down
Oh, I know I got issues, blowing in the bloody tissues
I'm coming down, down, down, down, now

You get heart attack (you know you got options)
(You got fucking options)
And it hurts like hell, but it's heaven without you
You know you got options, you got fucking options
Yeah, it hurts like hell!

Yay, yay, yay, yay, yay

All that I'm made for is teenage excuses
I can't get used to it, I can't get used to this!
All that I'm made for is teenage excuses
I can't get used to it, I can't get used to this!

Been a year since I remember feeling anything
I bet that you've got what I came to lose, my brother
Since I got into this place, I've been screwing up my face a lot
My apologies if I stutter

Bastards in a backroom, took 'em out 'cause I had to
In the night, I get too attached to my attitude
Took a last laugh at the mirror in the bathroom
All my team staring, right I did what I had to

All that I'm made for is teenage excuses
I can't get used to it, I can't get used to this
All that I'm made for is teenage excuses
I can't get used to it, I can't get used to this!

Can we get high? (High, high, high, high, high, high)
Yeah
Can we get high? (High, high, high, high, high, high)

Standing out on your street, I'm still looking for you
In the place where we meet, I'm in paranoia (paranoia, paranoia)
And time goes by quicker when I'm not there with you
I get high to fill the void up

I got past people holding me back
I can tell, you've been abused, 'cause I've been through all of that
I was just thinking we could get out of the city tonight
Live for the moment, yeah, yeah (yeah, yeah)

I guess that it's okay if you don't need me now
'Cause girl, it's five in the morning
I was just calling to see if you're still awake
If so, we could go out and go look at the stars
And just be happy for once (be happy for once)

Well, it's been like this for 20 years
People come and go, so I'm not staying here
I know that you love me, and that love is true
And it kills me after all the things you've been through (you've been through)

I guess this is my last call to you (call to you, call to you)
Will you remember me as just that time at twenty-two
Or will you think about me every night until you die
On your mind, on your mind?

Can we get high? (High, high, ooh, ooh, ooh)
Yeah
Can we get high? (Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Can we get high? (Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Yeah
Can we get high? (Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Can we get high? (High, high, high, high, high, high)
Can we get high? (High, high, high, high, high, high)