Recreational Hope

It's arrogant to
Assume the morning's good
Before even starting it
And I try to pick it back up but my mind
Keeps tearing me down and down
Stop before you say
"Go!"

But the way you looked at me
Gave me hope
Why am I so scared of this feeling?
Sitting in the windowsill
Watching you watch me
Sitting in the windowsill
Watching you watch me

And I carved a T on my arm so I'll never
Forget how terrible a person
I was to you
And I

Don't deserve to be loved
I don't deserve to be loved
Get away from me
I'm too scared to be loved
I just never wanna hurt somebody else again

But the way you looked at me
Gave me hope
Why am I so scared of this feeling?
Sitting in the windowsill
Watching you watch me
Sitting in the windowsill
Watching you watch me

Hope is an opioid

You're a disappointment
I'm a shortcoming
You're a disappointment
I'm a shortcoming
You're a disappointment
I'm a shortcoming
You're a disappointment
I'm a shortcoming
I'm a shortcoming



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