Zen

You ordered a strawberry smoothie
I gave you banana instead
I don't wanna act out a movie
So Waiting plays out in my head
Your complaining to me is soothing
I'll dream about you in my bed
Stopped looking for diamonds and rubies
Cuz I found me a big bag of Zen

Try to catch me
But I'm already gone
Life gets messy
So pack up and move on

You don't get what you want out of me
Only I get what I want out of me

You ordered a toxic disaster
I gave you a cheerful parade
I can't help but burst out with laughter
Living life under your shade
Your smile is cracking like plaster
Did you drink the wrong lemonade
A key in your hand, you're the master
But that doesn't make me your slave

I know that this really burns you up
I want you to know that I do not give a fuck
Cuz time slows so much that we're getting stuck
You made a hole, now no one is there lifting you out

Trying to catch me
I'm already gone
When life's getting messy
You pack up and move on
I'm not confessing
I'm doing no wrong
It's way too depressing
Just making the same song

You don't get what you want out of me
Only I get what I want out of me

Yelling words
Making angry sounds
Empty threats
Send you to the lost and found
And I won't ever speak where you are
And you won't ever sleep where you are
Cuz you're too far down
Too far down



Credits
Writer(s): Kaylie Caswell
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