Despised

What would have happen if
At some point in my life
Back in the days
I had decided, Not to worry and disregard
"...I would soon realize that miracles just don't exist at all..."
All that was
"...Nor do the heroes that your innocent mind
Has created to protect you..."
Mercylessly
Choking me
Thinking back to that time
When I felt that there was no
Place big enough
To hide the grief, That flooded my idle hours
Unknowing
"...There's nothing you can do but keep hiding under your shell..."
Desperately
"...Just waiting without really knowing what the fuck to expect..."
What to expect
"...I would soon realize that miracles just don't exist at all..."
"...Nor do the heroes that your innocent mind
Has created to protect you..."
"...There is nothing you can do but keep hiding under your shell..."
"...Just waiting not really knowing what the fuck to expect..."
"...But in the end you always find yourself alone
While the others keep walking Ahead of you..."
"...Flaunting their boring but unattainable normal lives..."

Hoy easily they managed to fade
Your essence away
I know he needs me
He was left apart so soon
Despised
How easy it was to leave him
Abandoned on that cold square
I want to gut myself
Just to see if he is inside
But i can't find him
How i wish i could be able
I just can't find him anymore
To talk to that child
It hides so deep inside me
How i wish i could
Offer him to take
His loneliness away
Juan Cruz Sarlinga Puntunet