Signs

If you turned
The things you've learnt
Would there be an amount
That doesn't make a sound
If I could change time
I wouldn't be writing these lines
Thought the crown would be mine
I should've seen the signs
Back when you were in a hurry
Telling your side of the story
But never listening to mine
I should've seen the signs

I keep trying to find an ending
But we were busy leading
All our bad times
But we were posting crimes
I should've seen the signs

All your words about how I was a self-obsessed manipulator
Should've known you would do this later
From when you made cry
On a late choir night
That was my first sight
Of who you really were
But you "apologized"
But I was just too blind
Cause you never did
For any of it

I think this is our ending
All the wars are mending
And I know I'll be fine
But I should've seen the signs

Cause you're cruel to be kind
Tough to love with vines
Being harsh for your benefit
While I clean up your conflicts
Now it's our forgone conclusion
I'm left in my own delusion
Told everyone about my s/h
I guess it's time for you to celebrate
Said didn't want to deal with my problems
Glad that you never went and solved them

I never read the fine print in your eyes
Cause at the time the headlines
We're enough for me
You were the greatest sight I'd ever seen
I guess I'll just read the signs next time I leave
The signs next time I leave
Thanks for reminding me
Thanks for reminding me