No One Knows
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison
And it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans
I can change my plans
Now lately I've been telling everybody that I'm fine
But in reality, man, I'm losing my mother f- mind
I'm really starting to think I'm just some drunken mistake
You know what I mean? Like my parents didn't want me in the first place
Like they didn't want another baby, but they also didn't want an abortion
Maybe he'll die or run away, even if we gotta force him
These are just some things going through my brain
No, I ain't crazy, hold up, baby, let me explain
Like, ever since I was a kid, I ain't never felt no real love from them
I mean, they cared for Whitney and Lindsey, but forgot about me
You know, that tends to happen a lot from certain people
I realized they was using me, and they wonder why I turned so evil
Now, you're the one that caused this
Stop calling my phone, talking nonsense
I had to block the message
Lately I've been stressing
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison, and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans
I can change my plans
Remember those times, looking for a place to lay my head
Thinking to myself, maybe I'm better off dead
You ain't gotta pay for no funeral, get a backhoe and dig a hole
Throw my body in that b- and just forget me, s-, uh
Finally my life is done, I was nothing but a bum
Knee-deep in depression, so around me was no fun
I just lost my job, I was so pissed
Put a belt around my neck, blood dripping from my wrist
But I woke up on the floor with a what the f- reaction
Not fully awake, still trying to figure out what happened
Lately I've been having a lot of thoughts about suicide
No, I ain't scared no more, I'm ready to take my own life
And I hope this time I really succeed
I know this wasn't meant for me
Nobody cares about me walking alone
Lately I've been overdoing it with drugs, probably gonna OD
But hey man, that's fine with me
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans
I can change my plans
I tried to find my reflection on the glass
But all I ever saw were the things I lack
All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane
All I ever thought I was, was a mistake
There's a new kind of poison
And it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans
I can change my plans
Now lately I've been telling everybody that I'm fine
But in reality, man, I'm losing my mother f- mind
I'm really starting to think I'm just some drunken mistake
You know what I mean? Like my parents didn't want me in the first place
Like they didn't want another baby, but they also didn't want an abortion
Maybe he'll die or run away, even if we gotta force him
These are just some things going through my brain
No, I ain't crazy, hold up, baby, let me explain
Like, ever since I was a kid, I ain't never felt no real love from them
I mean, they cared for Whitney and Lindsey, but forgot about me
You know, that tends to happen a lot from certain people
I realized they was using me, and they wonder why I turned so evil
Now, you're the one that caused this
Stop calling my phone, talking nonsense
I had to block the message
Lately I've been stressing
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison, and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans
I can change my plans
Remember those times, looking for a place to lay my head
Thinking to myself, maybe I'm better off dead
You ain't gotta pay for no funeral, get a backhoe and dig a hole
Throw my body in that b- and just forget me, s-, uh
Finally my life is done, I was nothing but a bum
Knee-deep in depression, so around me was no fun
I just lost my job, I was so pissed
Put a belt around my neck, blood dripping from my wrist
But I woke up on the floor with a what the f- reaction
Not fully awake, still trying to figure out what happened
Lately I've been having a lot of thoughts about suicide
No, I ain't scared no more, I'm ready to take my own life
And I hope this time I really succeed
I know this wasn't meant for me
Nobody cares about me walking alone
Lately I've been overdoing it with drugs, probably gonna OD
But hey man, that's fine with me
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans
I can change my plans
I tried to find my reflection on the glass
But all I ever saw were the things I lack
All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane
All I ever thought I was, was a mistake
Credits
Writer(s): Faith Marie De Guzman
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