Thoughts

I been thru shit thats so dark,
Im tryna pour out my heart.
When I light up this blunt and I spark,
You can look thru my eyes
And see all the darkness,
Been thru some shit that done made so heartless
What the fuck happened
To the mfs I called friends.
Im On Everything K,
I swear ill up it and spray.
Yall niggas too mixy,
That's why I walk with a K.
I cant even sleep at night,
My demons up where I lay.
Ever since I lost my heart shit really been dark,
Cant even sleep at night,
I'll never forget nights toting my pipe,
Cold and sleepless nights,
I was only a jit when I lost my kid,
Yea this shit was tragic but
I was making it happen,
Only thing I could do was Pour up a 4,
Make sure I got some gas I could smoke,
My mind on the money not worried about these hoes.
But thats when I lost bro,
Niggas aint know I was shot,
Yea I was popped.
Then I was up But I still had to up the sco,
Up late night masked up,
Im in his spot.
Getting him dropped,
Making it hot,
I swear I got PTSD
Cause of the shit I been thru.
But Idgaf watch me spin thru,
Got 5% tints on the whip too,
Aint this shit aint no rental.
When I hop on the beat
Im just telling you what I been thru,
Just explaining whats all on my mental.
That's why I smoke this gas,
Keep me calm while I these make plays.
Cause I cant keep reminiscing
About them all days,
Shit have me fucked up
Traumatized in a daze.