Shards

Trust me, it's fine
Where's Royal
She be telling me to take a break, but is that really okay
Tryna live with the brain decay, but I can't be dead weight

I've been running from the things I hate
I've been missing the things I love
Love hearing that I'm doing great, so I say that I'm doing great
But how many cracks fore I break

Need a kiss and an L and the bliss of a spell
Stay risking mental health, Interesting how I fell
I'm trusting you won't tell, Discomforting how I melt
Still buffering oh well, there's no suffering in hell

This is nothing prevail, with all your strength sustained
Of course you could complain, you work and maintain
Knowing you feel all the strain, knowing you feel all the pain
Don't ignore the toll

But of course, that's what I've been told
Feel forced, when you're on your own
Momma you left your phone
Guessing up there they don't use those

Smoke in the air, now where'd you go
Look everywhere, now where to go
Seal my feels like envelope
Scared I feared I lost my home

Soaking shreds of ripped up note Visions haunt me I see ghost
Health too low, take antidotes

Please no more hearts, don't give me hope
She be telling me to take a break, but is that really okay
Trying to live with the brain decay, but I can't be dead weight
I've been running from the things I hate

I've been missing the things I love
Love hearing that I'm doing great, so I say that I'm doing great
But how many cracks fire I break
Need a kiss and an L, and the bliss of a spell

Stay risking mental health, Interesting how I fell
I'm trusting you won't tell, Discomforting how I melt
Still buffering oh well