loaded gun

Baby it's so hard to think
It took this long to leave
You behind
And it was all too much for me
But honestly I tried
You're telling everyone
Imma drama queen
Is it wrong for me to cry?
Cause if I did the same thing
Would you still be alive

Safeties not on
It's a hell of a warning
You don't even notice
The damage you're leaving
Strapped to a bomb
Self-destruct when I'm gone
I'm gone

Walk in love
With a loaded gun
Shoot me once
Is that enough
Out of love
Told you once
I said we're done
Had to run
Away
To understand

Walk in love
With a loaded gun
Shoot me once
Is that enough
Out of love
Told you once
I said we're done
Had to run
Away
To understand

If imma drama queen
Than you're the king
Repressing all the shit
You don't want anyone to see
You're lying to yourself
You're not lying to me you lie in your bed
Then you cry in your sleep

I know you liked me more at 17 (Shit)
The less I know the better
Cause you like them more naive
Pretend to be somebody else
You're wishing you could be
And told me you'd get better
Never went to therapy

My ptsd
What a hell of a trigger
You talk like a Saint
But you act like a sinner
You're 27
And can't handle your liquor that's sad
Walking in love
That's a hell of a line
You say that enough
To believe in your lies
You and I know It's a matter of time
Of time
Time

Walk in love
With a loaded gun
Shoot me once
Is that enough
Out of love
Told you once
I said we're done had to run
Away
To understand

Walk in love
With a loaded gun
Shoot me once
Is that enough
Out of love
Told you once
I said we're done
Had to runaway
To understand