Anesthesia

I'm in the backseat
Taking hits of something I have never heard of
And I don't think I've ever felt more alive
So cut a hole in being and crawl right in
Brace for impact, take back everything you said
But nothing that we did

Is this the part where we make up?
Spent six months making small talk
I don't wanna talk with a feeling
I don't wanna sit with my feelings

Nine words, and I can tell where this headed
Your bed is where I hate for it to end up
Say yes just for the hell of it, I wake up

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia
Blink twice, your love is anesthesia
Blink twice, your love is anesthesia
Blink twice, your love is anesthesia
Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

Now I don't need you like I did last summer
Took me way too long to recover
Did you forget
Your hands around my neck
Cause I played that in my head
Till the chemicals made me weak in the knees
Now I believe I can speak to the trees
It's all a game I've yet to figure out
Now the ringing is too loud

So fuck that
It's not a style of attachment
Maybe you need a therapist
Making up for the past
Again, and again, and again
So how the hell you telling me
I'm wasting all my energy
On something that we'll never be now
Something that we'll never be now

I'm in the backseat
Taking hits of something I have never heard of
And I don't think I've ever felt more alive
So cut a hole in being and crawl right in
Brace for impact, take back everything you said
But nothing that we did

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia
Blink twice, your love is anesthesia
Blink twice, your love is anesthesia
I'll be honest, loving you is a contest
And I don't wanna do it anymore
Blink twice, your love is anesthesia
Just catch me when I'm falling
Cause that'll fix our problems
I'm in a fetal position on the floor
Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

Crying my eyes out
But you don't wanna hear that
I'm sorry if I ever made you sad

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia
Blink twice, your love is anesthesia
Blink twice, your love is anesthesia