Dreamer

Do you ever be thinking of your purpose
What's the cost of living, like is it worth it
Hard to be alive when you're surrounded by perfect
I ignored so many gifts and I admired all the curses

People always acting like I'm a nobody, and these people don't know me
I throw up two fours with my fingers like Kobe
They talked about loving me, but that's one thing they never show me
I never had someone to trust, that's why I feel so lonely
Can't fuck with white rednecks, you won't catch me at Stoney's
I only trust my brother, can't trust no friends or homies
In the studio 24-7 feels like the home for me
And I know it's my turn, I can't let no one go before me
And you won't see me down bad, I just be smoking now
Catch me in Miami, Florida, I'm tryna be in Rolling Loud
Everybody get your hands up, I know this a jumping crowd
When the fans hear my music, I know they gon' bump it loud
And I made my family proud
They hated on me since a child
And they always had their doubts
I'm the one who be coming up on stage and acting loud
Sike again, I'm just the one who be tryna cash out
Changed roles with my brother, with this money I'm passing down
If you hated on me too, then I guess you're a fan now
When I said I wanted to rap, all my people fanned out
So the green in my pocket is the only thing I expand now

They hated on me since I was a dreamer
They said I wouldn't make it, but now they're believers
Became boss of my friend group, I became a leader
Feel the adrenaline, M.L.K. had when he was a speaker
Always trust the process, gotta trust the procedure
I need it, I said I need it
You can buy things with money, make you happy, can't you see it
Oh wait, I forgot, you don't believe it

I forgot for a second, I been living and not dreaming
Hitting up producers on the low, different plans we be scheming
They don't want me in their stu, I don't know the reason
Heard no said multiple times with different meanings
Heart in pain, I just wanna express my bleeding
I'm done with sit down face to face, can't fuck with those meetings
I text a cute girl, hey, and she reject my greetings
I wanna drive a car where I don't have to stick the key in

They hated on me since I was a dreamer
They said I wouldn't make it, but now they're believers
Became boss of my friend group, I became a leader
Feel the adrenaline, M.L.K. had when he was a speaker
Always trust the process, gotta trust the procedure

My truth, I don't think y'all nerds could handle it
Studying to be an accountant, but I can't sit and manage it
Cause a day in Vegas, headliner, I do like the sound of it
I can rap on any beat, I don't need to sample it
Used to pay the pop perks, now I get paid to pop bars
I work for mine, I gotta hustle to be a star
People talk shit and complain about their life being hard
I been doing shit since I was young, so I gotta go far
Ain't no room for error, a new song I can't discard
So much trauma in my past, I can't do shit to get scarred
And I know it sounds bizarre, cause I want so many cars
I'm sick of living this life and doing my part

I need it, I said I need it
You can buy things with money, make you happy, can't you see it
Oh wait, I forgot, you don't believe it



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Villalobos
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