Comfort In Myself

I swear tomorrow i wake up
surrounded by my selfdoubts
And ask myself what pills to take
To let go of the shame

Once again, my mind departs
through the endless world of
fading stars
Through the blinding rays broken light
Far from the pain and out of sight

Once again im tryna feel
Some love and something comforting
One more line to make things right in
One more shot to feel alright

I swear tomorrow i wake up
Surrounded by my selfdoubts
And ask myself what pills to take
to let go of the shame

The self I've always I used to know
Seem to always speak truth
Tell me how many tries
it takes for me
to find comfort in myself

I lock myself away
from those peering eyes
away from everything
that warms my heart inside
i lock myself

Away so that no-one can be
once again so close to me

Ive been hiding away for far too long
I can barely grasp what it means to feel alive

Telling myself to walk away
never turn around and see the day
never turn around and feel the shame
Telling myself to walk away

Telling myself to walk away
never turn around and see the day
never turn around and feel the shame Telling myself to walk away

Ive been hiding away for far too long
i can barely grasp what it means to feel alive

I swear tomorrow i wake up
Surrounded by my selfdoubts
And Ask myself what pills to take to let go of the shame

The self I've always used to know seems to always speak the truth
Tell me how many times
I had to be someone I've never wanted to