Just for Show

Don't know why I'm still here
Waiting at your door
To give you everything
But I'm not what your asking for

You never treat me well
But my heart doesn't seem to care
My psychis cracking and
It's moving on without repair

And it's superficial
All the minutes I spend by your side
Nothings official
Cause it's never been just you and I

I can't seem to let you go
Even though your not the one for me
Questioning my feelings
When I know that it's just jealousy

Don't think I meant it
And I regret it

Cause you've consumed my life
Made me believe in love
Constantly wondered why the hell I was never enough
I put my trust in you
And all you did was let me down
Searching for hope
But I got lost and I was never found

There's nothing here for me
And I don't know why I stay
It's SOS
But I've been turning all the help away

Cause I just like the thought
Of having somebody to know
And them knowing me to
And not using me just for show

This isn't equal
Always giving more than I can take
Cause this means more to me
But that just feels like a mistake

The wounds are open
And your filling all of them with salt
I keep saying sorry even though I know it's not my fault

Because I like the chase
And we all know you love to run
I'm dodging bullets
But you hide behind the loaded gun

Looking in the mirror
I never recognize myself
And I'm so desperate
That for you I'll be someone else

Don't think I meant it
And I regret it

Cause you've consumed my life
Made me believe in love
Constantly wondered why the hell I was never enough
I put my trust in you
And all you did was let me down
Searching for hope
But I got lost and I was never found

There's nothing here for me
And I don't know why I stay
It's SOS
But I've been turning all the help away

Cause I just like the thought
Of having somebody to know
And them knowing me to
And not using me just for show

And I never really knew you
The good guy you claimed to be, but you never let me see
And now my heart is ruined
Shifting priorities, and your always above me

Holding onto nothing
I want to set you free but I just can't let you go

Sleepless nights keep coming
But you were never innocent and and now everybody knows

This time I meant it
But I don't regret it

This time I meant it
But I don't regret it

Oh

Cause you've consumed my life
Made me believe in love
Constantly wondered why the hell I was never enough
I put my trust in you
And all you did was let me down
Searching for hope
But I got lost and I was never found

There's nothing here for me
And I don't know why I stay
It's SOS
But I've been turning all the help away

Cause I just like the thought
Of having somebody to know
And them knowing me to and not using me just for show