Everything I'm Not

I should probably be past this
The last eight months have been tragic
And maybe I'm holding on to hope that's not there
You've moved on and you're happy
I'm still trying to escape Heartbreak Valley
Do you think people die from things like this
Two months wasn't a long time
But it feels like my whole life

Cause I thought what we had would have been stronger
Than six hundred miles
And I would have done anything
To keep us together
And now he gets to see your smile
And I find it kind of funny
How you said that you weren't ready
Guess he's everything I'm not
And I've gone through all my options
But it turns out that you just happen to be
Everything they're not

Might be a bit cliche to be writing
Guess it's better to be playing than crying
If I said I was okay I'd be lying
But I'm trying
And I know it's not your fault
I don't hold you accountable
But you made choices that I would have never made

And I thought what we had would have been stronger
Than six hundred miles
And I would have done anything
To keep us together
But now he gets to see your smile
And I find it kind of funny
How you said that you weren't ready
Guess he's everything I'm not
And I've gone through all my options
But it turns out that you just happen to be
Everything they're not

And I may be finished crying
But my life lacks what so many people get to call love
And I see that you are happy
And I just cannot imagine being the one to mess that up
But I guess that's the difference between you and me
I said I'd rather be hurting
Than to see you unhappy

Cause I thought what we had would have been stronger
Than six hundred miles
And I would have done anything
To keep us together
And now he gets to see you smile
Cause I thought what we had would have been stronger
And I just wish you would have too
Cause my life would have been so much much better
If it still included you
And I find it kind of funny
How you said that you weren't ready
Guess he's everything I'm not
And I've gone through all my options
But it turns out that you just happen to be
Everything they're not



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Writer(s): Brody Adams
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