Heaven

You're just being childish
Let go of your ego
Every text message that you send should be illegal
Usually I'd be crying
I don't feel a thing though
Think that I got used to being treated like a no show
But you know I show up, you know I show out
Do everything for ya even when you're not around
Tried to be mature, tried to show you what you're worth
But you're bringing me down

And it's funny
I've been here for months but I'm struggling to tell you boy just how I feel
Sometimes I can't believe the things you say are real
I'll be honest
You're words cut like knives and it's obvious
You say it's not a big deal
I did what I could to keep us from going downhill

I tried to show you heaven you put me through hell
You said you loved me so I thought I knew you well
Guess it's true, I'm a fool
Destroyed my mental health
I tried to show you heaven you put me through hell

Now I wish I would've listened to my friends
When they told me that you're just a dead end
Getting girls thinking it's impressing
But you're only using them for the night
Now I must be stupid, I must be dumb
I question my worth, You can't show me love
I can't keep on fighting, That's not enough
I got ninety nine problems but you won't be one

And it's funny
I've been here for months but I'm struggling to tell you boy just how I feel
Sometimes I can't believe the things you say are real
I'll be honest
You're words cut like knives and it's obvious
You say it's not a big deal
I did what I could to keep us from going downhill

I tried to show you heaven you put me through hell
You said you loved me so I thought I knew you well
Guess it's true, I'm a fool
Destroyed my mental health
I tried to show you heaven you put me through hell

You put me through hell
You put me through hell
You did boy